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Still Life

by Phil Angotti

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1.
Here's to your best laid plans, to your careless demands You just don't want to hear it, now your heads in the sand You can try your best, put your thoughts to the test Keep your mind on overtime, keep it close to the vest There's no rational plan, there's no national health Only big-mouthed big shots, with irrational wealth You can pull your hair out, you can grit your teeth You can pull the rug from under, as your lying underneath I'm waiting, in back of the line Don't worry take your time That's a good boy, will you ever learn Don't you think by now, you've had enough of being burned So you smile as you kill, with sarcasm and a song But you know deep down inside, you don't want to belong Still waiting, in back of the line Don't worry take your time You can tell us there is no money, you can build it so they come But I won't play your garden party, just for fun Keep up your appearance, pretending you are so smart But it's a phony, fake-faced show, please don't tell me that it's art Oh and one more thing, I think you should know I am so tired of waiting, for my wrecked release show La, la, la, la La, la la, la
2.
So nice to move around, though it's just a make-believe town So good to get around, walking through a pretend playground So nice to get around, don't let me down There's an invitation now, you just have to roll up, stroll up And a conversation how, we have all been holed up But hold up your chin It'd be nice see you there, in a field of daisies We could be sitting there, away from all the crazies So good to be around, I'm so tired of being lazy There's an invitation now, you just have to roll up, stroll up And a conversation how, we have all been holed up But hold up your chin So nice to move around, though it's just a make-believe town So good to get around, walking through a pretend playground So nice to get around, don't let me down
3.
I don't feel so useful today, some shadows and thoughts in my way And I've run out of clever things to say But at least, I'm awake My heart feels as cold as a stone, surrounded yet I feel alone Autumn rain has me soaked to the bone But at least, I'm awake I might have some strings to unwind, I leave a little bit of me behind I hope there is a peace that I can find At least, I'm awake I can't shake the dust off my head, still shaken from some things I've read These days I rather stay home in my bed But at least, I'm awake At least, I'm awake
4.
Mom, I want to go out and play, I can't stay in another day I'm 9 but I'll soon be 10, must I wash my hands again? And there's no school, and the masked men look cool And they're everywhere Mom, I'd like to see my friends, how come the bad news never ends I'm scared but I'm not afraid, mom look, a big parade Is it April Fools?, 'cause the masked men rule They're everywhere There's people in the park again today, though the sign says stay away And every day's the same, it's like some boring game There is still no school, the masked men look cool Is it April Fool?, and all the mask people rule And they're everywhere ... everywhere
5.
Shuttered 02:50
Here comes another morning, where I don't heed the warning signs, but I'm safe and sound I just wait until the evening, make my designs on leaving, until I can't be found You can't mend a broken heart, if you have no place to start, and you're pulled apart And there'll be no holiday, if you are alone and locked away, with no place to play, day after day That's neither here nor there, we're cracked beyond repair, does anyone have a clue? Another place we gathered, as if it never mattered, is gone and out the blue You can't mend a broken heart, if you have no place to start, and you're pulled apart And there'll be no holiday, if your alone and locked away, with nothing to do, come on baby blue There's another empty sign, there's no-one left in line, they've all gone home again Here comes another, nothing doing, selfish ruining, open tuning, helpless crooning, nothing-doing day Here comes another morning, where I don't heed the warning sign, I'm safe and sound
6.
Still Life 03:24
A violin and a candle stick, sun flowers in a vase If I find a space, I'd paint your face Still Life Lilacs in a window, apples in a jar Some marigolds, curtain folds Still Life A jug of wine, a ball of twine It all fits in, the frame so thin Bouquet of roses, a stain-glass ball Basket of pears, old grey stairs Still Life A jug of wine, now i feel fine It all fits in, the frame so thin Cup on the table, a fish and a cat A globe and hat, this and that Still Life A violin and a candle stick, sunflowers in a vase From behind the wall, I paint them all Still Life This is not a pipe
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Instrumental
8.
Eddie's Gone 03:21
I pulled up to the gate under the wire, looks like I lost air in my front tire I had lots of sleep, still I was tired, but you know the show must go on. And I can't find my strings, yeah I forget some things But Eddie's gone I can hear him now telling jokes and fables, laughing as he's wrapping up my cables Looking down from the stage at the front tables, but i guess the show must still go on And I could use a hand, someone's missing in my band Since Eddie's gone Always had his back-stage pass, always saved the best for last, the best for last I had trouble singing my last song, it was one he loved to sing-a-long Never thought he'd miss a show, I was wrong, and now I must go on I still can't find my strings, he helped with everything And now, Eddie's gone
9.
9729 03:33
Woke up feelin', could use some healin', took a ride through my old neighborhood Sippin' a soda, walking Koda, some of it looked the same, some not so good Small town hero, just like De Niro Johnny boy's coming home, Johnny boy's coming home to 9729 From Paulie's driveway, saw the Skyway, and every house on this street, I knew by heart Kept on roamin', saw my old home and, it still sits behind in back of the yard Small town singer, church bell ringer Draggin' me back to St. George, draggin' me back to St. George, near 9729 Ghosts and memories, friends and enemies, though they are gone, they seem more alive than dead Small town dreamer, rock n' roll screamer, this boy came a rollin' home, this boy came a rollin' home, to 9729
10.
Leave It 01:47
You take it or you leave it, you doubt it or believe it There is no rhyme or reason now You lose it while you weep, so look before you leap It is the time of the season now And on your travels, the road unravels, and bends Still you follow, today, tomorrow, it ends So go get up and leave, there's nothing up my sleeve It's nice to see yourself in the end You take it or you leave it, you doubt it or believe it There's nothing left of your soul to send
11.
I have a gift for you, but i won't see you You're locked away at home, but I can't free you And I've tried every Christmas beer, but they can't wipe away my fear This is going to be the weirdest Christmas They've canceled all the gigs, can't get together I find this all more frightful than the weather And I can't have a snowball fight, because there's not a soul in sight This is going to be the weirdest Christmas I had the time to write a Christmas Carol Wiped my microphone, I hope it's sterile And there won't be a crowd in Rome, 'cause everyone's at home alone This is going to be the weirdest Christmas Fa La La La La La La La La La ... credits

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Starting in March of 2020, with all of the obvious downtime, I began writing a collection of new songs. Over the next few months, after building enough material for an album, I decided to record with my old friend and producer, Charlie Piper. This is presented as an acoustic solo record, much like "Such Stories" - my last solo release from 2017. We recorded this album in 6 afternoon sessions in November of 2020.

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released December 19, 2020

Phil played all guitars and sang all the lead and backing harmonies
Charlie Piper along with Phil, produced the album
Charle Piper was also the sound engineer
Cover drawing by Frank Corpus

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Phil Angotti Chicago, Illinois

Phil Angotti is a multi-instrumentalist, singer,
and sensitive tough-guy songwriter from Chicago's southside. He rocks your socks off with crazy guitar riffs, makes you cry expressing touching lyrics, and constantly surprises you with the depth of his musical knowledge! ... more

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